Silenced

In a glass room
I can see you standing on the outside
the walls get closer and closer
but I can see

He's trying to blind me
tinting the windows with jealousy
it's getting dark
I'm feeling smaller

Looking in at me
can you see that I'm not where I want to be
in self created misery
I restrain myself

I want to break those glass walls
to have it all come crashing down
he has my hands tied
bound like a punished lover

I struggle to see you now
gagged, bound and blind
kicking and screaming
in a well behaved silence

I want to smash the walls
to do to them
as they have done to me
punished, well behaved and silent

Do you see me still
the kicking and screaming
or just a well behaved, quiet girl
Do you feel me still like I feel you?