I wonder if there ever was as big a myth as that? Could it be true that someone could fall in love with their soul mate and live happily ever after? I supposed some of us could be so lucky but what about the rest of us?
I'm 24 and I will have been divorced twice. That's fucked up, if you ask me. It's not like I particuallarly DESERVE this, right? My first husband I loved with everything I had but could not keep him, my 2nd I can not get rid of fast enough. I would like to think that someday I will too, have a happily ever after. I would like to think that something is not too good to be true, that it really is THAT good.
I'm jaded and I don't believe in happily ever afters anymore. Which is unfortunate because I think that if I could just let go, let myself believe again, that I would be pleasently suprised.
I know that I SHOULD be alone for a while once I'm divorced. I SHOULD avoid falling in love again so soon and I SHOULD invest in me for a while. I SHOULD also go with my heart, and not pass up a good thing... So what do I do? Realistically, I've been out of love for quite a while now. My marriage has been over, I just didnt want to admit it. So now I could have something really good, someone who really cares about me and who I feel safe with.
This could be a good thing, or it could be too good to be true. I should and I shouldn't run away, so what do I do?
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Don't run away just because you think you "should". You deserve a happily ever after!! Maybe this will be it. We can't choose the timing.
Here's to your long overdue "happily ever after"
Go slow.
(I know, I know.)
It's not your fault that there is so much gender inequality and general assholey behavior among those who weird penises. Peni? lol)
:)
Uh, wield penises, that is.
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